I need change.
I crave change.
So why is when eveyone else is changing, i am not!
At school, we got given a huge talk about how the last two years of high school will decide where you are going in life. While listening i thought about my future and where i was going. I got scared, I couldnt see one, I didn’t know what i wanted to be anymore. I don’t want to think about then, i want to think about now. i want/ need to finish grade 10. I want to be a nurse and help those in the north of queensland, where most live in house, without the things we take granted for. I want to build beautiful houses and towers that touch the sky. I want to help mankind and stop wars. But, all these things to do at once is impossible and maybe i could do it in a lifetime, but how long is my lifetime? how long is anyone’s lifetime. There are so many things that you have to think about around this time in grade 10, and right now i don’t want to make a descion. but, then it’s not about what I want, it about what I need.
you say im feral, bogan and that i dress like an idiot
but who are you kidding, your just some dumb slut, who will get no where in life
I hate you with a passion
Everyone thinks your the best person to every walk in the house..
i know who you really are.. some dirty slut from the street
I want to say everything now.
but, if i do, then that might scare you.
so i’ll wait untill another day.
I see you in my dreams at night.
i see you, but, yet you have no face. i see you, walking in my dreams most night. i wonder who you are. are you my hero, my saviour, my life that is to come. i wish to ask, but, as i run towards you, you turn away. i just need to ask you two things; who are you? and why do you have no face?
Katie, don’t cry, i know.
your trying your hardest.
And the hardest part is letting go
of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you it’s hauntingBut compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so.
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