I write this down as an escape.. Many who i write this to escape will never read it. And that i will not judge as you will not judge me. As everyone i the same yet so different

15th July 2010

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The Future

At school, we got given a huge talk about how the last two years of high school will decide where you are going in life. While listening i thought about my future and where i was going. I got scared, I couldnt see one, I didn’t know what i wanted to be anymore. I don’t want to think about then, i want to think about now. i want/ need to finish grade 10. I want to be a nurse and help those in the north of queensland, where most live in house, without the things we take granted for. I want to build beautiful houses and towers that touch the sky. I want to help mankind and stop wars. But, all these things to do at once is impossible and maybe i could do it in a lifetime, but how long is my lifetime? how long is anyone’s lifetime. There are so many things that you have to think about around this time in grade 10, and right now i don’t want to make a descion. but, then it’s not about what I want, it about what I need.